It has been two years since I wrote on this blog. Life has changed a lot in this time. I have emerged out of the toughest times of life and things are completely different now.
What has changed?
Not much on the outside. Only I have graduated as an individual.
“Your trials did not come to punish you, but to awaken you.” ~ Paramahansa Yogananda
Writing has and always will be an integral part of me. I don’t know why it is so.
Without writing I am incomplete; therefore, I write daily.
I always have a journal & a fountain pen around.
It isn’t that what I write has any significant value for anyone; only it is important for me to write.
I never go back to the journals I have finished. Once the thoughts grazing around my mind are out on the paper, they are done for me. It is like loving someone completely and then letting them off to their freedom.
In these two years, I have asked few questions to myself:
- What is the purpose of life?
- Am I here only to eat, sleep, work, reproduce, and then decay?
- Why doesn’t anything – house, car, relationships, dreams, achievements, goals – give me lasting happiness?
Maybe you have also pondered over them at some time. I haven’t found the answers yet. My search has just started.